the world of lowse

It’s kind of embarrassing, since.. ya know.. dreams come from you head and desires and stuff *cough* 
But I’m just gonna tell it anyways.

Apparently, I graduated with some of my friends from class, and a party was going on with an open bar, and the people that was set to serve alcohol was in like weird costumes.
Suddenly, I see Ian and Anthony (from smosh) behind the counter, and I sit like 5 metres away from them. I start telling my classmates about it, and one of my classmates asks if I want to talk to Anthony. I of cause say yes.
Then he brings over Anthony, who is in some kind of angel costume thing, like from his “Playgrrl” ‘photoshoot’, like this:

Okay… *cough* on with the dream.

So then he comes over and sit right across from me and says “Hey”, and my heart melted, and I freaked out. 
Then my classmates, who’d got him over said, that I wanted to make out with Anthony, and then Anthony just looks at me, with a really weird seductive face. Also: he was drunk as hell. 
Then he comes over, sit right next to me, and I swear I could feel my heart beat faster and faster. Then I said ”You know, we don’t have to like make out, it can also just be like a little kiss or something” (and I kind of facepalmed in my own head..), and then he just started making out with me, and sat next to me the rest of the night.

The funny thing is, that then Ian came over with the weirdest costume ever.. Kind of like a mix between a robot, a fairy and something else, and he was just goofy as hell. And then he starts to make out with me, even though his girlfriend was just over by another table. He was also drunk.

And then I said out loud: “This seriously can’t be a dream, or I will die”, and then what happened? My dad woke me up, and I was sick as hell.

And one of the weirdest thing of this (even though all of it sounds crazy as fuck), that I remembered Ian being sick in the dream. And I was okay last night when I went to sleep, except my throat hurt a little, and I was super tired, and I knew I was gonna be sick eventually, but it’s just weird. 

I don’t even know anymore.
But now I’m kind of sad, since the dream wasn’t true.. But it was weird as hell..
Jesus penis.. I don’t know what is going on in my head, haha! 

I love you too, Ian ♥